I’m so scared
of failing you. I just hope that i can live up to what people expect me to be.
Two decades alive
What i want to achieve my 20th year alive:
-Stop holding myself back, I CAN DO ANYTHING.
-Enjoy my family more
-Dance more… a lot more.
-Be free from boys, you are just fine alone
-Becoming closer to God, and surround myself with people who bring me closer to him.
-Travel, travel, and then travel some more
- GO OUTSIDE
-Make art and lots of it
-you are young, EXPLORE.
Growing up
It’s a hard moment in life when you realize promises don’t mean anything. I wish i could fix everything but to fix it that means you would have to have to admit that you were wrong too.
"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."
- ― Chuck Palahniuk, Choke (via justbesplendid)
art show
Color Run ATL 2012
It’s a strange moment
when you realize the only really stable thing in your life is God. While my whole life isn’t making much sense at the moment (long-distance boyfriend, not graduating on time, scared of the unknown ect.) I just have to step back and think about things that are stable in my life right now and it’s mainly Him. I’m so scared to work at a church camp this summer cause i’m not very vocal with my faith and it scares me to talk to other about it because i feel like they will judge me. I need to learn how to let go and let God. So that is my prayer for the week, to let me let go of what i think is right and what i think i need to do and let God lead me to where i really need to be at this moment.
the falling of being insecure
I just dont know if i am the girlfriend type.
is that bad?
And i’ll never be the same
The memories are all i have of this beautiful mess. I took the pages from you wounded heart that didnt belong in the dark. i went out to the pasture of my broken soul and i watched the pages glow.
The perks of waking up to a smile 2/12/12
